This weekend marks 2 weeks out of hospital, and my, how the time does fly!!! And today I am antsy.
No personal post on Friday. Mostly hung out in bed, reading or sleeping. Ate very little, didn’t feel hungry. Just tired without energy, so being a shut-in wasn’t a bad thing.
This feels very strange. I pretty much slept from 2:30pm Friday until 1:30am today. Woke up feeling fine, without any appetite to speak of, though I ate cereal and had a coffee followed by a bagel with cream cheese and preserves.
This is the second or third time I’ve experienced this kind of episode since leaving hospital and I think it’s time to ask the doctors about it. Which I will do on Monday. Meanwhile, this sleeping/napping 12 to 16 hours a day is taking a big chunk out of that “borrowed time” I’m living on right about now.
Will try to get someone to take me out tomorrow morning - maybe even have breakfast - just to get out and about for a while. Enough to tire me out from actually exerting myself, if you get my drift.I am not going to get any stronger, or prettier just sitting around like Joe Egg and I need to build my strength and stamina.
Found 2 listings for small apartments at Craigslist and put through calls to both of them. It is the weekend, after all, so I may not hear anything, but then again.
Some people tell me I ought to relax and watch TV or a movie, but I am not interested in being in a passive mode right now. I can’t sit still for that kind of “entertainment” nowadays. I’ve watched a few YT music videos but that’s the extent of my viewing pleasure.
I’m antsy and need to be engaged in something. But, what? I think I need an anxiety medication about now.
And so it goes.